Strawberry Milk! ~

When im around you, i get so scared to make a mistake.. I dont want to embarrass myself. In fact, i get so nervous i try my best to impress you.. Which is totally a bad idea because really.. All i want now is to show you the real me. I don’t want to hide ME in this stupid pretty little shell.

I come from a overweight lazy family. Most of my family members dont take the chance to exceed standards, they dont challenge themselves. They believe if you got the money, you have an easy life. Well, true. But its just their lifestyle. And their attitude on their life. They’re not concern about their weight at all, and you know what? They should be. I also come from a familythat has health concerning issues. They should really try to be healthier.. And as for education. Only like half of my family actual graduated… From highschool. Some from college but wow, really? Its mind blowing. Im determined to change all this. The reasons why? Because 1. All of what i just said above, i do not want to be like that. 2. There are only 2people that are average in weight, one of them is me 3. I hate their attitudes on life. - you know how im going to change myself from this family? Im actually going to keep a consistant diet. Itll be hard to start but i have a plan. And also education, i will work my freaking hardest, go through all the doors of opportunities and graduate highschool with a huge smile. And ill graduate from college and right after, mycareer shall take its path. Ill do something i love unlike my family who does whatever they want for money. Im going to change myself out of this family habit w/e thing.

Im seriously unsatisfied, with everything.